Tuesday, 4 December 2012

By Your Side part 2


So, my band (Enchanted Devilish Girls) was about to go on tour with Tokio Hotel. We were so excited. We had performed a lot during DSDS but this was our first tour. Plus we knew we would learn a lot from the guys, Bill, Tom, Georg and Gustav, as they were old pros.
Our first concert was in Berlin and we were well received. We were all on a high after such a great gig, and went for a few drinks after meeting a few fans. BIll pulled me aside. "So," he said, " we are officially a couple now." 
"Yes," I said, " and it's great." Our fans had accepted us as a couple, after Bill had shouted it out at the DSDS final. He was so cute and adorable and I was so lucky to have him.
We all decided to head back to the guys tour bus for another drink. Although Markesha and I had our own bus, I ended up in Bill's bed and she in Tom's.
I was lying beside Bill and he was stroking my arm. "Bill, there is something I think I should tell,you, but I'm scared."
"Don't be scared," he said, " you can tell me anything and you know I won't get mad."
"No," I said, "but you're gonna be upset."
He took my face in his hands and turned it towards him. "Please just tell me," he begged.
"Ok, I would rather tell you myself than have you find out by accident. Especially if you're gonna see me naked sometime." At this, Bill blushed deep red and I giggled at him and this broke the ice.
"Ok," I said, "I kind of used to self harm by cutting when I was depressed. But I'm better now and haven't done it in over a year and I promise I never will again."
"Oh baby," he said as he pulled me towards him and wrapped his arms around me, "I'm so sorry you felt so bad and I promise you will never feel that bad again as long as you have me, cos I won't let you. I love you too much."
"I love you too Bill," and he covered my mouth with his and kissed me passionately. I know now that we would be even closer and even stronger as a couple now. I didn't know what I'd ever done to deserve such a wonderful guy in my life, but I was never gonna let him go.